Thursday, March 31, 2011

the 23rd COURAGEOUS ENTRY

Odile says"
ahhh you are so gonna love ILONA, paloma!
Courage is to always be EXCITED! 
so sweet this lady! kinda like conversations i have with Tita Gilda ;D


get that? she says somewhat redundantly "i'm always excited, anytime when i do something when i have first my doubt and i dont wana do it but i make myself do it, then i'm EXCITED!"..."do you know by the way you will always have a great time if you make up your mind you are going to have a great time"... "we have a lot of things that's our choice a lot of things we have no choice..."

Wednesday, March 30, 2011

THE 12TH (-) ENTRY:


i truly believe that if we all do our best to communicate to the best of our ability,
and with best that technology can offer,
WE CAN ALL JUST GET ALONG~
(most especially, if its all done up in a tree!)

remember: when communicating, its best to be yourself, but don't be RUDE.

the 11th (-) entry

Odile wants to know... if


then, what does it mean when a man is always out of words?

Monday, March 28, 2011

THE 8TH PRUDE ENTRY:

on a lighter note:

VERY ODILE AND PALOMA KIND OF CONVERSATION


the 22nd COURAGEOUS ENTRY

THE DREAM OH THE DREAM ... A NIHILIST'S RENDITION



the 21st COURAGEOUS ENTRY

Odile says:
I'M SO SORRY I'M LATE
[ the case of truly courageous too late]


Nico was a heroin addict for over 15 years. In the book Songs They Never Play on the Radio, James Young, a member of her band in the 1980s, recalls many examples of her troubling behaviour due to her "overwhelming" addiction.


...shortly before her death,  she finally cleans up her act...


Nico stopped taking heroin and began methadone replacement therapy whilst also embarking upon a regimen of bicycle exercise and healthy eating. 

On 18 July 1988, while on holiday with her son on the Spanish island of Ibiza, Nico had a minor heart attack while riding a bicycle and hit her head as she fell. A passing taxi driver found her unconscious and had difficulty getting her admitted to local hospitals. She was incorrectly diagnosed as suffering from heat-exposure and died at eight o'clock that evening. X-rays later revealed a severe cerebral hemorrhage as the cause of death.[13]
Nico was buried in her mother's plot in Grunewald Forest Cemetery in Berlin, 
Germany. 





Sunday, March 27, 2011

THE 10TH (-) ENTRY:

Angel, trumpets, graves with people rising from them, often water or an ocean.

As the Fool leaves the garden of the Sun, he feels that he is near the end of his journey, ready to take a final step. But something is keeping him from doing this, holding him back. He gazes up, hoping to find guidance from the Sun; instead he sees above him a fiery angel, beautiful and terrible.

"You are right," the Angelic figure confirms, "you have only one last step on your journey, one final step to completion. But you cannot take that step until you lay your past to rest."

The Fool is perturbed. "Lay it to rest? I thought I'd left it behind, all of it!"

"There is no way to leave the past behind," The Angel observes. "Each step wears down the shoe just a bit, and so shapes the next step you take, and the next and the next. Your past is always under your feet. You cannot hide from it, run from it, or rid yourself of it. But you can call it up, and come to terms with it. Are you willing to do that?"

The Angel hands the Fool a small trumpet. The Fool is hesitant, but he knows that the Angel is right. There are certain memories he has a hard time looking back on as they make him feel guilty, ashamed, angry. He knows that he's never come to terms with what happened and he must if he wants to make that final transition.

He blows the trumpet and it cracks open the Earth. From under the Fool's feet, the spirits of his past selves rise up, including those less than admirable past selves that he's tried to forget.

This is not about Death, something ending whether you want it to or not, this is about deciding to make a change, to stop doing something that isn't working and do something that will work. Which means that it's really a card about courage, and about recognizing that you're holding onto something that needs to be let go. "You can't hide any longer," this card says, "all the coffins have opened, and all that you thought was buried is out in the open. Face what you have to face and lay it to rest so that you can move on. Make that decision. Change."

Friday, March 25, 2011

the 20th COURAGEOUS entry

COURAGEOUS KIDS these days and how DOLPHINS are an exception

then on chat conversation~~~
11:47 - Hi mommmy
11:47 -- hi baby! u werent online yestterday what did u do? so why did japan kill dolphins? 
11:49   My Itouch ws lobat that's why Japan kills dolphins everyyear mom
11:50   for what?
13:43   so sophiii whyyy they kill dolphins? to eat?

13:44   I guess soo O.o  Search it in YouTube You will see the video
13:46   ok later.. aww i dont wana see =(
13:46   Haha
13:47   but then ... we also eat prok and beek and other stuff oops haha wrong spelling..
            i  mean  pig and cow and chicken =(
13:48   Yeah but they kill dolphins That's why they deserved the tsunami
13:49   awww.. dontt say that baby that was a force of nature..
13:49   Ok:)
13:49   some tsunami from before hit thailand too and thailand dont kill dolphins
13:51  Yeah
13:55  no one deserves ever to be killed =( ... aww so does that mean we shouldnt eat pigs n  
           chicken n cows too? and fish?
13:56   Nooo we always can they're made for that
14:00  i guess.. but then.. i think thats why some ppl are vegetarians.. u know what i mean?
14:00   Haha Yeah
14:01  oh well i think its a choice.. and i think its coz dolphins are cute and so are dogs and cats
            and other pets what u think?
14:01  Yeah and theyre NOT FOOD
14:01  =D OK.... baby i'll be right back ...  ill just eat .. ( FOOD )

the 9th (-) entry

Odile says:

COURAGEOUS OR PRUDE?

"I've only slept with men I've been married to. How many women can make that claim?" -Elizabeth Taylor

R.I.P.


and the thread on FB follows...


Added 23 hours ago ·  · 

Thursday, March 24, 2011

the meaning of courage:

fearlessness, dauntlessness, intrepidity, pluck, spirit. Courage, bravery, valor, bravado refer to qualities of spirit and conduct. Courage permits one to face extreme dangers and difficulties without fear: to take (or lose ) courage. Bravery implies true courage with daring and an intrepid boldness: bravery in a battle. Valor implies heroic courage: valor in fighting for the right. Bravado is now usually a boastful and ostentatious pretense of courage or bravery: empty bravado.


Wednesday, March 23, 2011

the 19th COURAGEOUS entry


Odile says:

for you Paloma~~~~

now this is just awesome awesome rendition...

Pippiloti Rist is Courageous & Prude at the same time... Perfectoh



and this one is just smashing ! =)

Monday, March 21, 2011

THE 18TH COURAGEOUS ENTRY:


mila paloma! says:
i am not going to shave my head
just to feel different.
if i do it,
it is definitely not because of you.
i will do it so i can recognize
the me
that is still looking back at me.

if you were smart, you'd know that
no one's shaving anything off,
except my legs!

"sidestep the drama, or it will sidetrack you."



THE 8TH (-) ENTRY:

mila paloma! has to get this out of her system and says:


i am washed ashore
from the tempest
i was so nearly swallowed alive

i am like a fly to a trap
stuck with my face to the asphalt
i breathe a shallow sigh

i did not know
i could die
like this.

the 7th PRUDE entry

Paloma: anything crazy happen in cebu?

Odile: haha ... crazy like.. sleeping lang and chinese fooddd

Odile: oh and i watched the  Ironic exercise of the invocation of the right against self incrimination... Live on  television  

Odile: prude & rude this mrs. ligot... i wanted to slappa her face ..slap slap slap

Friday, March 18, 2011

the 17th COURAGEOUS entry

Ooh lala!
Boom haha.
so this what you do, dear Paloma
to the Automatic Traumatic
...you tell it to
... then i guess you can sleep~~~♪♪


THE 16TH COURAGEOUS ENTRY:

mila paloma! says:


whatever floats your boat
fine by me
long as you get there
and you take me with you!





THE 7TH (-) ENTRY:



Water that's poured inside will sink the boat
While water underneath keeps it afloat.

-RUMI

Thursday, March 17, 2011

THE 6TH PRUDE ENTRY:

mila paloma! says:


all aboard
the expression lane
all frocks
all flocks

let's locomote!
move over
move on

look out the window
at the scenery;
drink a cup of tea

noone's in a hurry

the locomotion is already taking care of that.

sit back
relax

rides like this;
like most affairs
you sit it out



till its over;

then you get off.



THE 15TH COURAGEOUS ENTRY:

mila paloma! says:

curiosity beckoned
and i yield
path looks promising
i smell crushed leaves


like a fool
i walk
by the edge
and into a
gamble,
hazard,
adventure.

run a risk,
take a chance.

and i haven't landed
just yet.



the 5th PRUDE entry

Odile says:

so then we also travel, 
DOMESTIC
 our heads in the clouds
with them chores galore,
and our feet on the ground
as we wait patiently in line
for the next flight out of town.



the 14th COURAGEOUS entry

Odile says

Wednesday, March 16, 2011

the 13th COURAGEOUS entry

Odile says:

WHOAAAA!???

SOMEONE TRAVELLED 
TOO FAR TOO LONG
----IN MY HEAD THIS TIME
MUST'VE READ 
TOO MANY BOOKS TOO MANY
----SOME SORT OF ETERNITY
NAUSEATING---
SPINNING CYCLE--- 
WHIRLING THEM---
WHEELS
PLACES
PEOPLE
MOMENTS
TIME

THE 12th COURAGEOUS ENTRY:

mila paloma says:

get ready to say a thousand NOs
to say a certain Yes

i want to swim to my YES

i want to be patient

now na!






Monday, March 14, 2011

the 11th COURAGEOUS entry

Odile says:
"oh my goodness"
for a while it was 
♪♪♪♪ "fight fight... fight fight!" ♪♪

and then it was
"ohm my voltes V" 

 now it's back to vintage creature comforts...
♪♪ "laughs and lashings of the old ultra-violent
& oh so sweet~~independent arms talks~~for a brave new world" ♪♪

**Odile is an odd deal in different versions of them musical notes ** 

♪♪\\\m///♪♪

THE 10TH COURAGEOUS ENTRY:






mila paloma! says:

I AM LEONOR FINI
I ABSTRACT
I PAINT
I SURREAL
I AM FREE


"Marriage never appealed to me, I have never lived with one person. Since I was 18, I've always preferred to live in a sort of community - A big house with my atelier and cats and friends, one with a man who was rather a lover and another who was rather a friend. And it has always worked."

NOT SURE ABOUT THIS STATEMENT THOUGH, BUT IT SOMEHOW RINGS TRUE SOMEWHERE DEEP WITHIN.

BUT SHE DID GET MARRIED

BRIEFLY...

AM I GOING TO THE OTHER SIDE?

I THINK I MIGHT
I THINK I WILL

BUT ITS GOING TO BE A BADASS SIDE!


Sunday, March 13, 2011

the 9th COURAGEOUS entry

Odile says:

the courage to identify JUNK MEAL SMALL TALK.
and so it goes like this...

with layers of
aspartame, flavored lollies...
saccharine, laced dollies...
and dashes of
faux vantage folly...

viddy well ultra-violent lovers!
Viddy Viddy well!



THE 6TH (-) ENTRY:

paloma flowers! says:


if you were a flower
i would wear you
in my head
and let you run around it



THE 4TH PRUDE ENTRY:

paloma flowers! says:

give me my bouquet
of flowery words
tell me
the truth about your lies.

you with the thorny hands,
scrape me with your caress.

what remains is the weight of
your memory scars.

that was yesterday.

today,
i make like a Spanish and
bite a rose in my pallid mouth

my wan turning crimson
because i found not a bouquet
but one
beautiful rose
without
the
thorns




Saturday, March 12, 2011

the 8th COURAGEOUS entry

mila paloma! says: FOR ME???????

THE 5TH (-) ENTRY:

mila paloma! says:
i decided last night that if i'm interested in something, i better know everything about it.....and one of the things i am interested in: flowers with interesting names.

Forget-me-not: A low-growing plant (Myosotis) with small, usually blue flowers . As the common name suggests, a symbol of a plea for remembrance. "Forget me not" are supposed to have been the last words of young man who fell into a river and drowned while picking these flowers for his lover.

i think that these flowers might just be the most romantic of them all.
Much like my penchant for salmon...not only are they succulently delish,
they are also the most romantic fish in the world. Imagine traveling far
and against river flows, jumping to heights, breaking your bones,
make love and die....what feat! what romance!

what's with rivers and romances?

and here's Ophelia to show us how to be the ultimate romantic.
Died from a broken heart with some strings of forget-me-not flowers
wound around her wrists.


but i say

just as odile would say:


BUT I WILL REMEMBER TO FORGET YOU,
BY NEVER FORGETTING TO EAT
YOUR FORGET-YOU-NOT

NOT!
!


the 7th COURAGEOUS entry

Odile says:

i heard this in a song today:
the less you
own
the more freedom you
have.


i remember this from yesterday:

that a millionaire once told me...
not to expect to have anything or anyone...
ALL WE ALL REALLY
OWN
IN THIS WORLD
ARE OUR
NAMES.
so take care of yours.


so i guess:

ALL WE REALLY HAVE ARE OUR SELVES.

and i guess that is why:

absolutely fabulous edina wants...
NAMES! NAMES! NAMES!!!

Friday, March 11, 2011

THE 3RD PRUDE ENTRY:


mila paloma! says:
men, oh excuse me, some boys as well
are like food machine supplies.

so many
some good
some not

some are just nice to look at.

what matters is that you gots the money,
aka: mood for it

too bad, food machines don't look as healthy as this,
in reality, most men can be found in fast food chains.

cheap
easy
quick
makes you fat
and
sick.


i think that this is prudish...ya? ya!

THE 4TH (-) ENTRY

The one where paloma cuts and pastes conversation with odile...because it fun!
mila paloma! said...

your love meal is musical unlike the old days...hahaha!

Blogger ODILE MONOD said...

how was the love meal in the old days? i forget =O

mila paloma! said...

love meals: composed mostly of metal, bike rides, and junk!

Blogger ODILE MONOD said...

and before that

hotel rooms running on american express trains and crystal.

urrgh.


what's your love meal?
ahh... you are having a buffet right now.

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Blogger mila paloma! said...

perfect love meal still in search...
last meal i liked went sour...

i think i stared at it too much and forgot to eat it.

future prospected love meal,
blurred...i can only get a whiff at what's coming.

another future past love meal
being served up again,
i don't know if i want the whole meal though...

already had the appetizer...

maybe a little bit of the desert will do!


i want gourmet, organic and makes like a spoon!
one that will take my taste buds away
into gastronomic heights!

pouched, steamed, roasted, cut and diced
preferably raw and spiced!